A light that never goes

A light that never goes

I would honestly be lying if I were to say life's great and I'm okay because I clearly am not. Sometimes the things life throws at you can really affect you even if you don't want it to, and other times, no matter how hard you try, it just stays there. I guess its been like this for me for so many years I've been able to lose track of the time I've spent trying to make myself feel better. Or pretending that I'm okay by building this wall around me and creating this whole other world that I still live in up till today. I'm upset right now, I'm very easily affected, I'm sensitive and I'm emotional. So I'm sorry if I can't be this person a lot of you expect me to be. All I can do is leave it to God and pray, and likewise, I'm thankful I have places to go to that make me feel kind of better. I wasn't at the beach but the sound of the waves even from the pier gave me comfort I ...

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