I have such high hopes and expectations all the time which always end up leaving me devastated and in tears when things don't go the way I want it to go. Haven't felt this immense sadness in a long long time. Everything in my life is discolored. It's so dark. There's this huge void in my life. I feel so weak. I think I have to learn to not let people ruin how I feel about myself. Never thought words could hurt me this bad. Everything in my life just came crashing down when the dearest person in my life still sees me as an "outsider". Maybe this life isn't going to go the way I hope it would go. Maybe God has a better plan. I got to start to Let Go, Let God. Tomorrow will be a better day. I hope.
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